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Irrational Actors

by Kyle Sparkman

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1.
Sidewalk 03:13
They found you dead on the sidewalk Blood all over the place Draw your body in white chalk Just to save you some face It’s such a simple decision So why’d you feel so safe? You never gave up your vision So get right out the way It’s just one day To walk away It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same They put you down in the crosswalk They took you out of the race You lettin’ out all the bad talk Just to keep up the pace It’s just a little incision So how’d you get this way? Well, you could never envision Your deep, dark, black-hole ways It’s just one day, To walk away It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same feels the same It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same feels the same It comes round in waves Every day, feels the same What do I do?
2.
I can’t change Not in the afternoon There’s no way And I know it’s coming soon I can’t change Not in the afternoon Well I can’t change But I don’t think I want to I can’t change I never attempted to There’s no way Well I don’t know what to do I can’t change Not in the afternoon Yeah I can’t change But I know it’s coming soon I don’t want to live a life that I could throw away I’d rather keep it under cover be a castaway I am a butterfly I am a riot shield Teach me to take my time Show me a love that’s real My old ways I guess I’ll address those too It’s okay It doesn’t affect my mood There’s no way Not in the afternoon Cause I can’t change But I know it’s coming soon Well I don’t want to live a life that I could throw away I’d rather keep it under cover be a castaway I am a butterfly I am a riot shield Teach me to take my time Show me a love that’s real I don’t want to live a life that I could throw away I’d rather keep it under cover be a castaway I am a butterfly I am a riot shield Teach me to take my time Show me the love
3.
Hey Earl 03:47
Hey Earl What’s that game Tell me does it drive you insane Just like me ‘Cause that’s all I see Hey Earl Can’t you tell Well I don’t really like this Oh aint’ that swell Just like me ‘Cause that’s all I see Tell you what well I don’t really like that no Never gonna get too old That’s an awful thought to sink in Tell me do you haunt yourself Running from your old cold hell Aren’t you over underthinking Hey Earl Where’d you go I never got to tell you to take it slow Take it slow ‘Cause that’s all I know Tell you what well I don’t really like that no You’re never gonna get too old That’s an awful thought to sink in Tell me do you haunt yourself Running from your old cold hell Aren’t you over underthinking Well I don’t really like that no Your grass is green There’s something to be said for living blissfully So unaware and to be fair a reason to be free There’s something to be said for living peacefully Well I don’t really like that no Never gonna get too old That’s an awful thought to sink in I said tell me do you haunt yourself Running from your old cold hell Aren’t you over underthinking
4.
I broke through today Nothin’ in my way You and me could stay Live in the light lime Gonna get it Gone, gone, gone Runnin’ round, run me down Gonna get it Runin’ round, so run down I never get it Runnin’ round, run me round I never get it Said gone, gone gone gone gone I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go Runnin’ round, run me down Gonna get it Runnin’ round, so run down I never get it Runnin’ round, run me round I never get it Well gone, gone gone gone gone I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, don’t you know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Where do we go Well I don’t know, don’t you know Where do we go I don’t know, I don’t know Know where do we go
5.
My Head 03:30
I don’t have a frame That I can look around I think we must abstain And put this in the ground I thought I told ya You don’t know what drove me away do you I should walk away There’s nothin’ left to say You’re in my head I’m wasting time It’s gone and dead Is it all a lie I don’t have a frame That I can put you in I think it’s time we go our ways I’ll lead my life of sin I thought I told ya You don’t know what drove me away do you I should walk away There’s nothin’ left to say You’re in my head I’m wasting time It’s gone and dead Is it all a lie lie lie You’re in my head You’re in my head
6.
Well you see I’d throw it away Let me be Just give me a day You can leave Or you can stay I believe We’re just being afraid Now I bleed In my own way Doesn’t mean I wanna throw it away I can be Oh so damn tame Let me lead Let me lead, us all astray Cause now that things are lookin up I don’t wanna let you in my home And you could never get enough I just dug myself into a hole In a way though It’s no way to go Go away go I’m on the road Now I see How I threw it away Just to be In my own way How I bleed In my own way Doesn’t mean Doesn’t mean I wanna throw it away Well now that things are lookin’ up I don’t wanna let you in my home And you could never get enough I just dug myself into a hole In a way though It’s no way to go Go away go I’m on the road Well now that things are lookin up I don’t wanna let you in my home And you could never get enough I just dug myself into a hole oh no In a way though It’s no way to go Go away go I’m all alone Well now that things are lookin up I don’t wanna let you in my home my home I said And you could never get enough I just dug myself into a hole oh no In a way though There’s no way to know Go away go I’m all alone
7.
Note to Self 04:40
It only took so long, lyin’ around Under the influence of, another sound It only took so long, lyin’ around And though I’m on my way I never figured it out I said ohh It’s been a long long year if it’s, been a day It’s been a long long year and I, I have to say And you run and you run and you run And you run and you run And you run and you run and you run Well I said Ohh Well I was walking downtown You were running around You were following a sound you heard so loud Singin’ chase me face me don’t look away Well I see what you did wanna hear what you said and you run And you run and you run and you run And you run and you run And you run and you run and you run Well I said Ohh Well I said Ohh And it feels so far away But there’s not much I can do Did you find it in yourself Did you find a better you And it feels so far away But there’s not much I can say Did you find it in myself Did you find a better way Well I said ohh
8.
The Void 03:11
On fire Well I don’t really like the sunshine I’m always waking on the wrong side Oh I keep slipping up But it’s fine ‘Cause I don’t mind Sittin’ on the fence Soon you’ll find that I don’t make no sense I keep flailing but it’s fine That’s okay that’s okay That’s what we all say But we’re all just lost at the end of the day That’s okay that’s okay I’m alright You’re alright We’re okay I know that you wanna be okay Tell me do you have a choice Sick of sittin’ and lyin’ all the way When you look into the void I know that you wanna be destroyed Tell me do you feel okay And you found it And you found no joy Take a hit Have a seat Burn some cells Watch your screen Gain some weight Go to hell Find some love Mess it up Fall apart Run a lap Break your back Push it Three floors down And I could use some rest Turn around Fuck it I’m back to bed I keep trailing but it’s fine That’s okay that’s okay That’s what we all say But we’re all just lost at the end of the day That’s okay that’s okay I’m alright You’re alright We’re okay I know that you wanna be okay Tell me do you have a choice Still you find that you’re lyin’ on your way When you look into the void I know that you wanna be destroyed Tell me do you feel okay Sick of sittin’ and waiting for that joy Tell me do you feel destroyed And you found it And you found it And you found a fight And you found it And you found it And you wanna try
9.
Feelin’ fine, I’m alive But the time has slipped away I’m in line, could I lie Would you like me anyway But the girl has come and gone It’s the tired same old song Cami, can we Find a quiet place Cami, can we Go a longer way Cami, carry me, carry me Right into my dreams To my dreams Had a time at a live in a golden state of grey Well I tried was I sly, did I give it all away But the girl is movin’ on It’s the tired same old song Cami, can we Find a quiet place Cami, can we Go a longer way Cami, carry me Right into my dream Right into my dream Right into my dream To my dream Right into my dream
10.
Matterhorn 04:14
Well I got into town Just about a week ago I was on my own, I was on my own Oh my I tried Oh I tried I tried, I tried I tried I tried And lately lately I can’t see if Where I’ve gone is right for me oh my I tried Oh I tried I tried, I tried I tried I tried And it’s over the Matterhorn my way And it’s all of the little things that I can’t say It might be your day to die It might be your hill to climb Well it’s all right or so they say I might need just one more day Oh my, I tried Oh I tried I tried, I tried I tried I tried And it’s over the Matterhorn my way And it’s all of the little things that I can’t say Well it might be your day to die Or it might be your hill to climb

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released September 30, 2022

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Indie-funkster from Philadelphia, PA.

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